Schizophrenia

Written and edited by xblaquexx

I cannot escape, trapped within my own soul.

This demon is not me, yet he is my flesh, heart dark as coal.

Sorrow and bitterness, tears of despair.

I try to deny it…

The fact that the monster lying in me, is truly there.

I cast a wicked spell…

Upon that foolish mortal.

Wishing for his fear to appease my thirst.

My thirst for panic, my thirst for hate.

He is cursed, until he breathes his last.

One’s pure heart cannot change his fate.

I try to stop, I justly do…

What is one to carry out?

When a fiend has cast a final death spell upon you?

I hide in shadows…

Shrouded in mystery.

No one can find out.

My secret life, forbidden history.

You cannot hide from my all seeing eyes.

They are my trackers, my finders, and my most loyal of spies.

Once I find you, I will strike you down.

Then reign upon your newly born soul…

Me, as the high king, and you as my crown.

As time passes, I open my eyes to see,

Your presence there, an unbreakable pact…

You so desperately made with me.

Feelings from deep within I cannot cast away.

As I grow inside you…

To this very day.