Neobakeneko

To Backstreet Boys’ Incomplete

There is a man, laying on the grass, he kneels over a body, her hands covering a wound, a fatal wound in her stomach. There are bodies, or parts of bodies, strewn across the field, of what looked to have been bandits at one point.
The man, he ran his fingers across her face?.from her temple down her cheek?.to her lips. Her soft lips. They still held a small pink tint to them. Her slid his index finger across them, a tear falling down his own face. He let his hand wander down her neck; her throat was still warm. God her body held the vivacity of ?.of a person whose soul and breath hadn?t abandoned them. He snatched his hand away, and looked away quickly.
After a few moments, years in his mind, he spoke.
His voice choked out and low, ?Why? What?.what had we ever done to offend anyone?what had you ever done? Samantha? Come back?.Samantha?you?you were my life, you were what held me together?you gave me hope Samantha?no matter who else I have, who else is there for me, you were the only one that truly mattered?how?how can I breath without you Samantha? How?how can I go on living, living as though you were never a part of my life? A part of me?.how can I go on living as though?you never existed? I cannot do it Samantha?I cannot?please?open you?re eyes, please speak. Please dear god let me awake from this nightmare!! Let me awake, sweating, breathing heavy for air, and confused, but let me awake! Let me awake to find her by my side, alive, and well. Sleeping quietly. Smirking slightly in that odd way that she does?please god let me awake?? His voice trailed off.
He stood, dazed, and confused, he looked around the field widely.
?WHY?!!?? he bellowed at the top of his lungs, it echoed down the field, bouncing off of blades of grass, rocks and corpses. ?God!! Why?! I tried?.dear lord I tried to do what I could?.I never acted against you with out shame?and remorse?.and this is how you repay me?! I am thankful for every moment that I ever spent with her?.for ever breath we ever shared?? his fingers slipped up to his mouth, ?every ?warm kiss?? he looked up to the sky and pointed, ?AND YOU TOOK HER FROM ME!! YOU RIPPED HER FROM MY ARMS!! FROMY VERY SOUL!! WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT!! YOU CURSED ME AND YOU HAVE BEEN TORTURING ME EVER SINCE!!?
Breathing heavily he looked around the field once more, until he found the lower half of a corpse not to far from him, he ran towards it. ?I WILL NOT DO IT!! I WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO HAVE THE LAST LAUGH!! YOU DEMON!! YOU DEVIL!! THERE IS NO GOD!! YOU DO NOT EXIST!! ONLY A WOLF IN SHEEP?S CLOTHING!! SNEERING DOWN AT EACH AND EVERY FOOL HE CAN LURE INTO HIS LITTLE GAME OF CHESS!!? He kneeled by the remains, searching for a weapon. He found a dagger not to far for the feet. Quickly he grabbed it, and crawled back to Samantha?s body. ?I will not do it?? he whispered, as he stroke dher face once more, clutching the weapon in his other hand. ?DO YOU HEAR ME?! I WILL NOT BE YOUR PAWN ANY LONGER!! Samantha?.my love?without you?.I am?I am incomplete?I cannot survive with out you?and I will not let you be lost without me?we will be together?in this world?or the next my love.?
Breathing heavily, Sabin clutched the weapon tightly as he stared down at it. For a moment, his eyes flashed red, but slowly faded away. Creante?agreed?he would not interfere.
Sabin took a deep breath and raised the weapon high above him, gripping it with both hands, ?I cannot let you go?.? With one swift movement, Sabin thrust the weapon into his heart. The pain, the pain that shot throughout him, his breath left him immediately. He choked, choked for air, choked on blood. His arms seized with pain and he dropped the weapon. Pain, like a mist, covered his veins, it raced across his chest to his fingertips. It inched down his body. His vision blurred, as blood trickled out his mouth. Sabin coughed and blood sprayed out, droplets splattered on Samantha now pale face. He threw himself forward and fell onto her body, his mind seized in confusion, the pain unbearable. There were screams in his mind, screams begging for the pain to go away, begging for it to be over, asking why?was it truly necessary, and all at the same time, screaming for it to happen quickly. For it to be over, and for them to be reunited. As his arms went number, and his waist and thighs seized with pain, Sabin moved his hand to Samantha face, his own buried into her neck. ?I ?? he choked out in a whisper, ?I love you Sam?? His eyes closed slowly, and his legs twitched. Sabin choked once more, spraying blood across the side of her face, then his hand slowly slid down, and thumped onto the grass. His soul as well had slipped through?and indeed?they were joined in the next world?whether there was or wasn?t a God?they were indeed together. Two pale blue forms?came together as one?and slowly faded away over their bodies?