CHAPTER I
:~s~:
Innocence
February, 1872
West St. Laurent Du Pont,
France
Sabin awoke to the sudden sensation of something very
cold on his face. His eyes flashed open. Laying
spread-eagle on his back in the snow, he could see gray, moonlit clouds drifting
across the deep purple sky above the tall treetops. A high branch directly
above his head no longer held its frosty snow covering. A bird must have landed
there recently, to knock the snow down upon Sabin as it took flight. Sabin’s first thought was of his body wondering why it was
laying in this foreign, icy place rather than warm under the covers of his bed
at home. Then he remembered his trip to the woods. He shook his head vigorously
and the snow slid off his face as he slowly sat up. The snow crunched
underneath him as he shifted his weight and leaned on a sore left arm. His
throbbing head pounded as his blood flowed down into his extremities. His legs
remained numb and vague thoughts flowed murkily through his groggy
head. His absent conclusion was that the summoning hadn’t worked and he had
probably fallen asleep from exhaustion during the procedure. Upon climbing
clumsily to his feet, two things surfaced in his mind: a burning hunger
churning in his stomach, and something else he couldn’t identify, nagging at
the back of his mind. He ignored the presence and focused on the primal
instinct to locate food. Sabin took his first few staggering steps back through
the forest before his legs got working properly again. Trudging through the
woods, he trekked a straight path, deviating only to avoid trees and bushes in
his way. As the haze in his mind began to clear, he thought about the ritual he
believed he had attempted only an hour or two ago. The reality was he was out
cold for an entire day before he came to. His fascination with monsters was
almost within tangible grasp: he had quietly left his sleeping house in the
night to perform a summoning of the thing that had haunted his dreams for
months. The anju, a thing of pure evil that existed only to feed
and kill. His mind drifted from monsters back to hunger. He thought
about the last time he ate. He figured it had only been five or six hours. The
trees showed no signs of thinning into the rolling plains his home rested
among, leading Sabin’s exhausted brain back into a
daze as he realized the walk back would be much longer than he expected.
The slow beating of his heart entranced him in his
mindless, fatigued state as he kept moving through the deep snow. He discovered
hours ago that he had journeyed deeper into the forest than he remembered, and
slowly became oblivious to the elements beating against his body. The trees
began to bend and the ground swapped places with the sky. Sabin let the
hallucinations toy with his mind as he walked onward for miles.
Long after his mind had abandoned him, it was painfully
snapped back into place with agonizing clarity as his pupils dilated instantly.
He saw a light. Oil lamps inside his home were lit, casting blinding orange
light out the windows and across the large field the woods yielded to. Sabin
focused on the silhouette of a figure pacing back and forth across the front
porch, interrupting the light as it passed across the window. He realized it
was his mother. Somehow she must have noticed he sneaked out, and probably had
quite the lecture worked up for him. Sabin walked faster, ignoring a fearful
reluctance nagging at him. He wanted it to be over. He’d take the scolding and
lay down to sleep inside his warm room. Take the punishment in the morning when
the sun was up. He approached the front porch swiftly, and was about six or
seven meters away from the front door when his mother spotted him coming out
from the darkness. She released a deafening scream of sheer terror. Sabin
stopped dead in his tracks and stared back at her, stunned. And blackness
followed.
Sabin blurred back into consciousness. The sun was up.
Strangely, he found himself still standing. The first thing he noticed was a
splitting pain in his left shoulder, as if he had been struck there. Then he
saw his mother’s old rocking chair in splinters that were spread across the
wooden front porch. It had been completely destroyed, and some pieces had dark
red, near-dry blood smeared on them. He walked towards it but paused when his
foot collided with something. As his stare drifted down from the porch to the
snow covering the ground, a sinking dread filled his body. He saw red. Everywhere. Where it was supposed to be white the snow was
painted brilliant red in long splattered streaks, streaks that all came
together in a mushy pool at his feet where the body lay. His fearful expression
softened into shocked incomprehension. His mother’s body lay in a heap in the
bloodied snow, covered in deep gashes that ran across her chest, stomach, and
back. The horror became worse as Sabin noticed large chunks of her legs and
arms were missing, cut out by round teethmarks. Her
body was utterly mutilated, not a spot was left unravaged
and ripped apart, except for her face. Her peaceful face remained completely
intact and untouched, which Sabin took traumatized comfort in. His tortured and
disbelieving mind darted from short thought to short thought as he walked
through the open front door into the house, landing finally on the question of
what horrible thing had caused such destruction. And then it hit him.
For the first time since he awoke in the woods, Sabin
looked down at himself. His hands poked out of tattered brown nightrobes that were saturated in blood. His hands
themselves were completely covered as well. His heart skipped a beat as he saw
that his fingers were abnormally large and long, and ended in terrifying, sharp
claws. He backed up in disbelief, walking straight into a hanging mirror. His
back crushed the mirror and it split into several cracked fragments. Sabin spun
around abruptly and saw his reflection. All sense of feeling in his body became
numbed as he viewed what he had become. His teeth were extremely long and
sharp, like a tiger’s. His skin was a murky grayish-brown color, the pink
pigment severely discolored. His long, previously brown and wavy hair was now
straight and blindingly white and long, pointed ears poked out from beneath.
Eventually he came to look directly into his own eyes. Four pairs of eyes, one
in each piece of glass, glared back at him. They were no longer a beautiful
gray-blue, but had become fiery red and penetrating. Sabin recognized this
monster staring through him. It was the anju creature from his dreams. The
thing he was trying to summon in the forest. Something had gone horribly wrong,
and this thing had gotten inside of him. After he came to coherent terms with
this, his heart dropped further as he came to one final, grim realization. He
was full.
Immediately his gag reflex kicked in and in a spectacular
and gruesome upheaval the contents of his stomach rushed up and out before
splattering on the wall and floor. Everything that came out was slimy and red.
The room spun and Sabin gritted his teeth, his jaw locked. He stumbled backward
away from the gore and slumped into a dark corner. He let a wall down and the
emotions washed over him. A great feeling of shame, sorrow, and self-pity
passed through him and as the shock of the situation became stale and faded
away, the monstrous features that took over his body began to revert. His feet,
which had broken out of his animal-hide shoes, shrank back inside of them. His
fingers shortened and the claws retreated to pointed fingernails. His ears
became smaller, though remained pointed at the tips. The hideous teeth were
reduced to a near-normal length and his eyes turned blue again, though his hair
remained scorched white. He breathed heavily, and climbed to his feet to go
outside to his mother’s body again. He couldn’t bear the thought of looking
upon her again, but knew he at least owed her a last few words. He knelt in the
blood and lifted his mother’s head into his lap. Her eyes were peacefully
closed and her mouth was slightly open. With a trembling hand, Sabin brushed
the matted hair from her face. Then he breathed a quiet goodbye as he let go.
He removed his robe, reducing his clothing to an old pair of shorts and a tan
shirt. Sabin placed the robe over his mother’s body and looked back at the
house, the symbol of peacefulness marred by the blood staining its face. Sabin
knew he couldn’t stay. His father would surely kill him when he returned. With
a gun or a knife, depending on how quickly he reacted. Sabin no longer felt the
cold of the wind or the snow. It seemed insignificant. He made quickly for the
woods in a separate direction than the one he had come out of the previous
night.
As he ran for the cover of the trees, Sabin suddenly
became painfully aware of everthing around him. The
powdery snow stung his legs as it kicked up in the air. Every bird calling out
was earsplittingly loud. The thought that his father
was searching through the woods for him raced across his mind. He could be
anywhere. Just as he reached a very large boulder resting at the edge of the
woods, Sabin heard a powerful, male voice calling out his mother’s name in
distress. Sabin ducked behind the boulder and peeked cautiously over it. His
father, dressed in his heavy fur trapper clothes, was sprinting across the
field to the distant house. Sabin could still smell the blood. He turned away
just as his father knelt beside the covered body in all the red snow. Looking
to the tranquil forest, Sabin tried to imagine himself
living inside it. He started into the woods, heading for a cave he used to play
in as a child near the mountains on the other side.
“I’m eighteen.” He said to himself. “I’m old enough to
live alone. It’ll be no problem.”
For nearly an hour Sabin trekked through the snow,
shivering cold, until his stomach began to grumble again. Any food he had eaten
within the last day was in the front room of the house he left behind. Sabin
forced the image out of his mind and began to scan the area as he pressed on,
searching for anything edible. Then he spotted tracks. The
four-pointed talon-tracks of a bird pecking around the forest floor.
Sabin looked up to the treetops. Nothing moved but the chilly breeze passing
through. He took a few more steps through the snow, then
stopped as his legs buckled. He was about to collapse in exhaustion when he saw
it. A large, brown animal. It was an ibex, one that had
probably wandered down the mountain in search of grazing grounds. It looked
like a very large, brown goat, with long horns that arched almost all the way
over its back. It scratched at the ground with its hoof, only to expose hard,
barren dirt. Sabin felt something awaken inside of him. A
primal instinct. His mind said kill and cook it. Something else wanted
just to eat it on the spot. The ibex looked around, alert. It knew it was being
watched, but Sabin’s minimal, lightly colored
clothing and white hair made a decent camoflauge
against the bright snow. He struggled to suppress a powerful presence rising
inside of him. He knew it was the anju. Sabin yelped as his feet suddenly grew
monstrously large once again, and his fingers lengthened into claws. He tried
to fight the change, but he was too exhausted to struggle against it. He let
go, and the transformation proceeded rapidly. To his shock, his range of vision
increased phenomenally as two extra pairs of eyes opened on his head, one above
his human pair, and one below. His ears lengthened and his hair sucked up into
his scalp as his head elongated. His skin turned a shadowy black, clouding over
like a glass of water invaded by a drop of ink. Multiple sets of horrible fangs
grew out of his mouth and his slender nose flattened and vanished into the
plain surface of the anju’s face. Sabin lost control
as the whites of his eyes glowed brilliant red.
When the anju subsided, Sabin sat for a moment until he
regained his senses, then scanned the ground around him, finding exactly what
he had expected. The ibex’s skeletal carcass lay in the stained snow several
yards away, its red bones festooned with torn strips of its flesh that had been
left behind. Though the savagery of eating a brutally slaughtered animal disturbed
Sabin deeply, he decided not to reject this meal. He needed it.
Several more hours of travelling
on a full but nauseated stomach brought Sabin to his cave retreat. From afar
the entrance appeared as nothing more than a narrow, horizontal crevice between
two boulders, but Sabin slid quickly between the rocks and climbed down into a
cleared pit. He remembered that sunlight normally poured through holes between
the stacked rocks that formed the ceiling, but the blanket of snow above now
covered all of the cracks. Sabin hadn’t been to this place in several years,
but even so it seemed strangely unfamiliar and foreign to him. He walked over
to a corner and lay down on the undisturbed dirt floor, falling asleep almost
the second his weary eyes were closed.
The sun was freshly rising in the sky when Sabin slowly
awoke from a pleasant dream about a fond, distant childhood memory. He felt
entirely refreshed, but still groggy from sleeping nearly fifteen consecutive
hours. The anju had taken a lot out of him, and the extra sleep was working
wonders healing his depleted body. Unfortunately, he found himself starving
again, and in serious need of a place to do his business.
Sabin returned to the cave two hours later with a sickly
look on his face. Blood was smeared from his lips to his left ear, and was
drying on his hands. The anju had eaten six squirrels and four birds. Sabin
suspected the birds had been swallowed whole, feathers and all. He glanced
around the cave for a suitable sitting place when he spotted something sitting
on a high ledge of the cave that he hadn’t noticed the previous day. He reached
up and pulled it off. It was a stack of yellowed, water-warped papers. The ones
on the top were newer and cleaner than the ones closer to the bottom. Flipping
through them, Sabin quickly realized they were love notes. Every other note in
the stack was in a female’s loopy cursive handwriting, scribed in blotchy black
ink. The others were scribbled in a man’s writing, sloppy and smeared. He
looked at the signed name at the bottom of the male one he was holding. It took
him a minute to decypher the scrawled writing. “Chase
Bourel.” The innkeeper’s son at the
town of
“I am a monster now,” he forcefully threw the love
letters into a corner and sat on a boulder jutting out from a dirt wall as he
buried his face in his hands.
He knew Renee was meant for him, not Chase. For years,
when he wasn’t thinking about monsters, he had always been thinking of being a
grown man, sweeping into town and taking Renee away to see distant places
together. That was a shattered dream now, distorted out of any hope of becoming
reality by Sabin’s realization of the dehumanization
the anju was forcing upon him. He was no gentleman now. Thinking about people
made him feel sicker. His mind drifted to thoughts of the anju sleeping deep
inside of him. There must be a way to get it out, to make it go away. Maybe he
could kill it. He began to imagine ways of disposing of the anju. Every plan
that entered his mind would involve a high risk of killing himself too, so he
gave up quickly on each of those. He felt the creature stirring inside of him,
slowly awakening. He stared at his human hand for minutes, then released all
the tension inside of it and let it hang limp. Almost instantaneously the skin
pigment in his hand began to darken and his fingers lengthened. He focused on
keeping every other inch of his body in check, but he let the anju have his
hand. Then he decided to try something. He raised the anju hand to his mouth,
and bit it. He felt nothing. The hand was no longer his,
it was the anju’s. He bit harder, nearly breaking the
skin. Sabin sensed the anju awakening fully. The hand thrashed, clawing at Sabin’s face. Sabin fell off the rock in surprise, and the
anju took the opportunity to break free. Sabin’s
entire left arm quickly became the anju’s, as well as
a good section of his chest and stomach. The dark gray color creeped up Sabin’s throat and
along half of his face, mutating one of his ears and opening an extra eye just
a crack before Sabin got his focus back. He stumbled around the cave, half man,
half anju. Sabin punched the anju side of his face, and the anju clawed at the
Sabin side.
They kept up the single-bodied struggle for quite some
time, taking it outside into the snow. Sabin, still in control of his legs, ran
headfirst into a tree. The anju screamed a high-pitched howl of pain, hurting Sabin’s human ear. They wrestled each other to the ground,
and began to roll in the snow. Sabin scratched at the anju’s
two eyes, and the anju jerked the head around in an attempt to bite Sabin’s arm with the bit of their mouth it controlled.
Sabin got up and threw himself back into the snow, and the anju took the weight
of the hit, but bounced back into the air, sending them tumbling down the slope
of a small hill. After rolling some distance into a clearing suspicously void of any plant-life, Sabin and the anju
resorted to a contest of grabbing the other’s arm in an attempt to stop it from
throwing any more punches. They rolled again, and Sabin finally grabbed hold of
the anju’s wrist. The anju, however, had stopped
fighting back. Sabin stopped too when he heard what the anju’s
sensitive ears had already picked up. It was a muffled sound coming from
beneath them. Something firm and thick was cracking under their body. Seconds
later, the ground caved in and they fell with a section of the snow around them
into the frigid water of a large pond. The snow melted instantly, much like the
anju. The severe drop in temperature was an extremely painful surprise,
especially because it was not accustomed to physical sensations. Sabin regained
complete control as the anju gave up. His body changed fully back to human and
he grasped the icy edge of the hole they had broken through. Chunks broke from
the ice as Sabin attempted to pull himself up, but he managed anyway and
crawled to firm ground, the ice ripping his wet flesh as it froze and was
pulled away again. Sabin climbed shakily back to the cave and rested inside,
his skin blue. He feared he would suffer hypothermia, but was strengthened by
the fact that he had won his little battle with the anju. He felt no traces of
its presence as he curled up in his wet clothes against the cold rocks in a
corner, where he huddled shivering for a half-hour before he passed out.
Sabin was unconscious for several hours before he awoke.
He was in terrible pain from the wet cold he was forced to endure. All of his
muscles were sore, but he forced himself to crawl out of the cave and sit on a
rock warmed by the afternoon sun. Spring was approaching, and Sabin hoped the
snow would soon melt and the grass would grow again. As he sat on the rock, he
found himself reflecting on the past couple of days. The thought of his body
being shared by another being still hadn’t sunk in, as his brain hadn’t quite
grasped the situation yet. He knew he couldn’t trick himself by telling himself
it was just a dream, and he accepted that this thing wasn’t just going to fade
away and disappear. His stomach felt heavy as he thought about his future. He’d
never get a good job, and probably never marry. He thought about whether or not
he would love or be loved by anyone ever again. His thoughts made him very cold
again, and he slinked sadly back into the darkness of his cave, wondering when
the anju would make its next appearance.
Another eternity spent dwelling depressively on his
condition was interrupted when Sabin heard a noise in the distance. It sounded
like a large animal running quickly through the forest. Sabin was disgusted
with himself when the first thing that came to mind was dinner. Obviously the
anju was thinking the same thing, because once again every nerve in Sabin’s body was humming with a primal instinct to hunt. To
Sabin’s surprise, and increasing feeling of dread,
the running sound grew louder. After listening intently for a few more seconds,
Sabin recognized it as the unmistakable sound of a galloping horse. The horse
approached the cave quickly and slowed to a stop just outside the entrance. He
heard a voice.
“Wait here, Arielle. Good girl.” Chase. It was most
definitely his voice. Sabin figured out the game now. Chase and Renee were
taking turns travelling to this old cave of theirs to
leave each other love letters. Sabin hid in a corner as he heard the near
footsteps. Suddenly the anju pushed from inside. It wanted to take over. Sabin
broke into a sweat as a wave of fear washed over him.
“No… you horrible thing!” he whispered to the anju in a
purely enraged tone. “You killed my mother and I won’t let you kill my friends
too!” The anju would have nothing to do with Sabin’s
requests. It emerged quickly and strongly, mutating Sabin starting with toes
first and working its way up to his head. As Sabin’s
vision tripled and his head transformed completely, he was horrified to find
that he wasn’t blacking out.
“I’ll let you watch this time.” The sound of the anju was
horrifying, a raspy, ghostly echo of a voice.
“God help me, this thing’s learning to speak!” Sabin said
to himself. He was truly terrified by the immobility that overcame him as the
anju controlled his body. Sabin saw the dagger-like claws, the slender arms,
the sharp toenails at the ends of unbelievably long feet. Chase slid into the
cave. He stood still for a moment, then dropped a rolled up piece of paper held
in his hand as his eyes adjusted to the darkness and he saw the six glowing
eyes staring into him. His mouth opened in speechless terror as the anju jumped
upon him. Sabin was screaming wildly inside, but it could not be heard as his
body’s voice was lent to the anju’s satisfied
growling while he swung his claws across Chase’s chest. It cut all the way
through the multiple layers of fur garments he was wearing and sliced diagonal
slashes through Chase’s torso. The anju then raked at Chase’s face, slicing
clean through his left eye and cheeks. Blood bubbled from his mouth as he
collapsed, but was caught on anju’s claws, which dug
deep into his gut. His remaining eye was wide open and fully dilated, peering
paralyzed at the anju before it took the first bite into the flesh between his
right shoulder and neck. Sabin was forced to watch the whole bloody process as
Chase died while his organs were being scraped out of his rib cage and
swallowed accordingly. The anju was thoroughly satisfied after it had finished
stripping every last bit of skin from Chase’s body. It backed off, finished.
Chase’s unrecognizable corpse lay in a bloody pile at the entrance to the cave,
and the anju retreated, giving control of the body back to Sabin. But he didn’t
take it. He was too tramautized by what he had just
been forced to witness to carry on. The demonic features reverted
only halfway back to human and Sabin lay stunned on the cave floor. Sabin’s human legs stretched out before him, though his
calves were still grayish anju and his feet remained abnormally long. The anju
was pleasantly surprised at the effect. It had taken great, if utterly
insatiable, pleasure in feeding off of Sabin’s fear, a smog that still lingered in Sabin’s
trauma-shocked brain. Quick, barely coherent thoughts flashed in his head.
“I’m becoming the anju… it’s taking over. But at least
I’ve stained it. I’ve made it impure. It laughs now. It talks now. It feels
pain now. But still it refuses compassion… and sanity…” Sabin’s
brain turned off after that thought washed through his tortured mind, his only
energies devoted to holding back the anju from taking over completely. Their
control of the body was now equal, and in Sabin’s
inactivity the anju took the opportunity to use the body freely. Disliking
restrain, the anju quickly ripped the shirt from his body, revealing pulsing, toned muscles: muscles that once belonged to Sabin but were
now made tougher and stronger by the anju’s physical
influence. It got up off of the cave floor and climbed out of the cave. Upon
sight of the horrible half-man, half-monster, Chase’s horse spooked and bolted
into the woods. The anju let it go and began to wander the woods, occassionally sending a mental taunt to Sabin. Sabin’s hazy mind was completely unresponsive, and the anju
quickly became bored. After hours of unsuccessfully prowling around the forest
in search of something live to inflict fear upon, the anju’s
own mind began to lose its grip on reality.
Several weeks of Sabin’s
inactivity and the erosion of the anju’s mind to
boredom and incomplete freedom turned the two of them into a single creature,
feral and savage. For months to come the wild beast they had become roamed the
forest, lusting to tear flesh from bone and to eat. It felt forever hungry and
forever wild…
CHAPTER II
:~k~:
The Grand Ball
March, 1872
Bucharest, Romania
Kamiki awoke to the first rays of the rising sun pouring through the
yellow glass of the balcony window overlooking the frosty rooftops of the city
that stretched on for miles onto the horizon. She shifted her position under
the fluffy white covers to look at her sleeping husband beside her. She stared
at his face, watching his chin move slowly up and down with the rising and
falling of his chest as he breathed shallowly. He was a strikingly handsome
man, with narrow eyes, a bold chin, and a large, rounded nose. Kamiki leaned carefully over and engaged him in a playful
kiss.. Dorin’s eyes opened
almost immediately. Kamiki rested back on her side.
“Good morning to you, too.” Dorin said, rubbing his eyes. Kamiki wrapped her arms around Dorin
and pulled him closer. She felt his warm, soft skin, and ran her fingers
through his auburn hair. Dorin traced Kamiki’s spine with his fingers, stopping at her lower back
as he touched bare skin, then ran his hand back up, though this time under her
nightshirt. Kamiki playfully interlocked their legs
together, and their bodies became one, so close that they could hear the soft
beating of the other’s heart. They kissed again, though this time with
heightened passion. Dorin closed his eyes.
“We could stay here all day,” he suggested.
“Father’s Celebration Ball is today. I have to get
ready.” Kamiki replied firmly. Dorin
fell back, disappointed, as Kamiki rose from the bed
and tossed the covers from her body. She entered the bathroom connecting to the
master bedroom in their wing of her father’s estate mansion. Dorin rubbed his arms and pulled the covers over his torso
to rid himself of the coldness that had rushed in after Kamiki’s
departure.
Inside the bathroom, Kamiki
stared at herself in the center of three connected mirrors. She gazed into her
violet-gray eyes, then looked absently at her
mocha-brown skin. She automatically thought of her country, of the cause her
father supported, and began to play with her silvery lavender hair in an
attempt to dress it to look less foreign. She had never learned of where her
mother had come from originally, as her parents never spoke of their pasts,
even after her mother died, and Kamiki was left to
wonder about that place every day, because she had to stare at that place’s
genes each morning in the mirror. She had inherited a very minimal amount of
her Romanian side, looking nothing like her father, or her friends, or even her
pure Romanian husband. She didn’t mind, she felt it was her place to stand out,
but at an event like the one scheduled for that evening, she wanted nothing
more than to blend in.
Kamiki came out of
the bathroom wearing a loose, purple gown and a tight, almost sleeveless
blouse. Her father didn’t approve of her “low apparel,” but she didn’t care.
Her husband definitely didn’t mind. Dorin eyed her
playfully as he entered the bathroom and closed the door behind him.
At about
“Good evening, father.” Kamiki
said.
“Good evening, sir.” Dorin
added formally. Kamiki loved it when her father and
her husband were in the same room together, because awkward tension would
always form very quickly between them. She knew Anton was intimidating to him.
“Daughter, I would expect you to cover yourself up a bit
for an occasion like this one,” Anton said edgily.
“Father, don’t worry. I’m fine. Just… go get people
mingling. It’s too quiet in here.” Kamiki said. Her
father looked scornfully upon her as he turned away and interested himself in a
conversation with a very wealthy couple from farther up north.
“Do you really think this ball will make a difference?” Dorin asked. Kamiki looked him in
the eyes.
“Depends on who shows up. Nobody important’s
here yet. Let’s come back in a minute.” Kamiki tugged
Dorin by the collar into a back hallway and he
stumbled after her. They ended up in a dark corner near the mansion’s library. Kamiki suddenly began kissing Dorin,
and he responded clumsily with a few attempts of his own to show affection in
return, but only added awkwardness as he tried to hug her. She slipped out from
underneath his arms and pinched his rear, causing him to stand straight up in
surprise. Then he ducked around her and grabbed the bow that bound her dress
together in the back under the shawl. She ran from him, but he pulled her back
in and they engaged in more quick kissing.
The two of them emerged from the back hallway a good
while later, and the ballroom was packed with guests. A group of musicians were
playing upbeat folk music by the stairs and Kamiki’s
father was standing at the high landing, overseeing everything. Kamiki left Dorin behind as she
ran up to talk to him.
“Shouldn’t you be down there greeting your guests?” she
said with a sly smile.
“I’ve been socailizing for the
past two hours… It’s time I took a break, especially before the new governer gets here.” Anton said.
“He’s coming?” Kamiki inquired.
“He accepted the invitation and said he was making plans.
He and his wife should be here any minute.” Anton twisted around to view a
massive clock mounted on the wall underneath the highest staircase to the upper
rooms. It was almost six. The light was fading outside as the sky deepened in
hue. Then the front doors were opened by two officers keeping an eye on things
as the governer, Eugen Breltar and his wife, Claudia, entered.
“So much for my break.â€
Anton moved swiftly down to welcome them. They were introduced, and the ball
got moving. More wealthy people with forgettable names arrived and
joined the dancing crowd. Dinner was served and Anton talked over things with
the number of politicians that had arrived. The ball was thrown to support the country’s movement for full state independence, her
father was a powerful political activist fighting to sever all remaining ties
the country still had to the oppressive Ottoman empire. The combined effort was
proving successful, and Kamiki’s
father had chosen to throw one of his great parties to honor their work. Kamiki discovered herself quickly losing interest in the
affair, and left the dinner to dance more with Dorin.
They stood close to each other as they shuffled in small circles to a slow
song.
“Having a good time?†Dorin asked. Kamiki looked into
his eyes.
“Is that a joke?†she
asked. Dorin smiled. Kamiki
rested her head on his chest and gripped his arm tighter.
When the music began to pick up again they headed
upstairs, as the ballroom was getting too crowded. The room was packed full of
guests, and finding your way from one end of the room to the other was quickly
becoming a difficult task. Kamiki led Dorin to the stairs, and they went up the first set to the
lowest landing overlooking the ballroom, then kept
moving up. After ascending another staircase they came to another landing close
to the wall. They stood about thirty feet above the main floor. A guard was watching
over the festivities from his post there, and Dorin
pointed down to Kamiki’s father making his way
through the crowd.
“I think he’s gonna make an announcement.†Kamiki said. Anton moved up the same staircase Kamiki and Dorin had just gone
up, and stood at the center landing below. The crowd began to quiet down and
look expectantly up at him. “Maybe
he’s gonna do something to
save us from this boredom. I mean, this is turning out to be a pretty dull night.â€
Blood splattered across the railing Anton stood behind. He doubled over,
grasping the metal arrow that protruded from his chest as he gasped for air.
The guard by Dorin and Kamiki jumped in shock.
“Get down!†he said urgently. Dorin and Kamiki ducked and were ushered down a back staircase.
“What happened?†Dorin asked, confused.
“My father’s
just been shot!†Kamiki cried out, struggling to get a glimpse at
the high windows lining the walls near the ceiling of the ballroom. She could
not spot the assassin. Shrieks of terror filled the air as guests stumbled
around, flooding the exits. The guard ushered Kamiki
and Dorin into a dark back room, but Kamiki wouldn’t have it.
“No, let me out!†she
shouted, pushing the guard aside. Dorin followed
close behind as Kamiki took off down the hall and
rounded a corner into the ballroom.
“Kamiki, wait!†Dorin yelled. Kamiki rushed up
the staircase to the wooden landing covered in a pool of blood. Anton
was slumped against the railing. Kamiki went to his
side and stared into his frozen eyes.
“No….†tears streamed down her face. “Father!â€
Anton was unresponsive. A doctor rushed up the stairs after Dorin and went to Anton. He inspected the arrow sticking
into his chest, then felt his pulse.
“I’m sorry…” he said.
“No!” Kamiki repeated, backing
away from the body. Dorin held her and she sobbed in
his arms for a moment as the remains of the panicked crowd disappeared. Guards
ran all over the place hunting for the murderer. Kamiki
felt pure rage rising inside of her, and, breaking Dorin’s
grasp, took off down the stairs, heading straight for the main entrance. She
burst out the doors and looked frantically about, though her efforts were
futile as the criminal could easily blend in with the rest of the guests who
were running away. Dorin walked quickly toward the
doors out to Kamiki, but was interrupted when a large
man approached him from behind and wrapped his hand around Dorin’s
entire face, ear to ear. Dorin kicked and struggled
for air as the guard dragged him out of the room and into a side hall. The
doctor stood and looked about the empty ballroom.
Kamiki cried as she fell to her hands and knees on the cobblestone
pavement outside the mansion. A large, black horse-drawn carriage came to a
halt several feet from where she sat. A man dressed entirely in black with his
face covered jumped out and stepped swiftly to Kamiki,
grabbing hold of her arms. She sprung up to her feet and screamed, thrusting
away from her attacker, but he had a firm grip on her wrists and dragged her
into the wagon. The smooth black door with a covered window closed quickly and
the carriage was off again.
Kamiki awoke groggily several hours later. She had been knocked out
upon being taken into the carriage, and now found herself
lying on a cement floor with a thin covering of straw. She waited for her
vision to focus and her mind to clear, and saw the black, vertical steel bars.
“A cell. Figures.” Kamiki
said, pushing herself up into a sitting position. The room outside the cell was
not much more interesting. The walls were stone bricked, lined with several
burning torches. A staircase in the wall led upwards. Two other cells were
adjacent to Kamiki’s, one on the left and one on the
right. The one on the right was vacant, but a woman sat in the one left of her.
She sat against the corner with her head bent over. Her skin was dark brown
like Kamiki’s though her hair was almost black. A
black, raggedy robe was draped around her, though her arms and legs were mostly
exposed. She heard Kamiki’s movement and lifted her
head.
“You’re awake.” The woman said in a plain tone. Her voice
was feminine, but deep.
“What is this place?” Kamiki
said, finding that she herself had been redressed in rags.
“Some mid-dimensional dungeon wedged between two planes of
existence… I was kidnapped and brought here almost a year ago. Been in this
cell ever since.”
“They just… left you?” Kamiki
said.
“They bring food every five hours, and a bucket to do
your business in… don’t imagine you’ll like it here.” The woman seemed
disinterested in any further socializing, and turned her head to study a wall
she had probably stared at hundreds of times before. Kamiki,
however, kept asking questions. She was scared.
“Why are we here?” The woman turned to look into her
eyes. She herself had stunning, deep blue irises.
“Not a damn clue. I didn’t even get to look at the men
who took me. Maybe they’re going to use me for something someday…”
“I was taken right after my father was assassinated at
his ball.” Kamiki said bitterly.
“My family probably all died a long time ago. I’m sure
you’ve heard of the alternate time theory…”
“Time moves faster in one dimension than in another. How
long has it been in your world?” Kamiki said.
“From what I learned when I was in school, probably something
like two centuries. I’m sorry to hear about your father.” She said.
“Thanks…” Silence followed for several minutes and Kamiki rested her back against the brick wall. “I’m… Kamiki, by the
way.” Kamiki said awkwardly.
“Vastella.” The woman said in her deep voice. The sound of the name seemed
to resonate through the room.
“Have you always been the only one here?” Kamiki said.
“A long time ago, there was a man in the cell next to
yours. He was in here for four months before he started acting up. Then they
got some kind of transfigurist down here… crazy old
man with lots of old gadgets… locked the man’s essence into some kind of rare
stone that they probably sold on the market for a lot of money. More valuable if it contains a real soul. Transfigurists are all rich because they just combine two
normal things to make precious, valuable objects. I’ve kept my mouth shut for a
year, and I’m still alive.”
“Do you ever worry that if you never speak out you’ll
just be here until you grow old and die?” Kamiki said.
“I don’t age… part of my heritage.”
“Your heritage?” Kamiki said.
Vastella seemed to be getting colder the more they talked.
“Not really in much of a storytelling mood.” She said,
pulling her tattered robe’s hood over her head. Kamiki
took the hint that this woman wasn’t warming to her anytime soon, and busied
herself trying to brush the tangles out of her hair with her fingers. She
didn’t quite know what to make of this place, she had never been outisde of the Earthen realm, but had known alternate
dimensions must have existed; she picked that up from all the puzzle pieces
about her origins her mother had laid out over the years before she passed on.
She was just getting bored again when something came down the stairs. It was a
man, about seventy years old, dressed in gray robes much like Kamiki’s. Without a word he walked to Kamiki’s
cell and raised his head into the light. His eyes were a deep sky blue color,
and his hair was silvery gray. Kamiki noticed
something strange about him.
“Take off your hood.” She said to him. The man lowered his
hood, revealing a pair of silver fox ears, one protruding from the left side of
the top of his head, and the other on the right. The man unlocked the cell with
an obscure black key and opened the door.
“Come with me.” He said, extending his hand. Kamiki rose to her feet without his help. He motioned her
to the stairs. She went up and he followed. Vastella kept her head down, but
watched them under the brim of her hood as they exited the room.
“What do you want with me?” Kamiki
said as they arrived in another room, this one containing a long table with a
chair on either side. Kamiki was seated in one of the
chairs and the old man walked slowly around to the other. Kamiki
waited as he adjusted his robes so he wouldn’t sit on what was likely a bushy
tail.
“As you have probably noticed, I am a kitsune.”
The old man said. His voice was deep and mysterious, as if inside him he
possessed a greater being than the appearance he showed outward. “It’s time for
you to embrace your destiny, young one.”
“Destiny? It was destiny that my father was murdered? And what about my husband?” Kamiki
said, fresh anger rising inside of her.
“We did not murder your father, or your husband, or
kidnap you. The kitsune would never be able to do any
of those terrible things. We merely rescued you from your kidnappers and
brought you here.” The old man said.
“To lock me up in a cell?” Kamiki said.
“It was a safety measure. It may not look like much, but
without my key nothing can get inside that cage. We had to protect you in case
the enemy came back to recapture you.”
“Why is everyone so interested in me?”
“It’s a matter of ranks. The kitsune
are losing, and we need everyone we can get. Unfortunately, the enemy appears
to be a step ahead and is eliminating potential allies before we can reach
them.”
“So you think I’ll join you?”
“Your Earthly ties have been unbound… everything that
would make you wish to return to Earth has been eliminated. The kitsune will do whatever is required to maintain their
world and the peace within its boundaries. The death of your father was tragic,
but a small price for the humankind to pay for us to have you… to reunite you
with your true path.”
“Reunite? Are you talking about my mother?”
“Your mother was a kitsune…
nothing special, but a kitsune still. Our numbers
have declined greatly over the last century due to the hunting of our vulpine
brethren in the human world and the ongoing war we are waging.”
“So you need everyone you can get to keep your kind
alive.” Kamiki said. “But you don’t want me, I’m
impure. A half-breed. I have no kitsune qualities.”
“Look at yourself. Your skin, your hair, your eyes.
You are purely human-kitsune. There is no fox in you,
but that can be changed over time…” The old man said.
“But I don’t want to join you, I
don’t want to be a soldier.”
“You haven’t a choice. Go back and you will die.” The old
man proclaimed.
“You’ll kill me too?”
“The kitsune do not murder the
innocent.” The old man said.
“I don’t know if I trust you...” Kamiki
said.
“Then maybe you should wait in your protective cell until
you have had enough time to think everything over. But please, take this with
you. It will protect you should anything happen to you.” The old man reached
over the table and strung a necklace around Kamiki’s
neck. It held a small, teal colored jewel inside a metal frame.
“What is it?” Kamiki said.
“That doesn’t matter. Just keep it with you… protect it
and it will protect you.” The old man stood and led Kamiki
back to her cell. She was too worn out to think up an escape plan and willingly
laid back down on the straw floor. Vastella didn’t seem surprised to see her
return. They were promptly brought food to eat, and upon finishing her meal Kamiki drifted off into a deep sleep.