Gaia Name: ladyumbra
Medium: word
Is this your first entry? N

Addiction
Notes: for Sabin and kamiki's contest. Warning: defiantly over pg13. Um slash and noncon.

You keep forcing me to come back to you and I don't like it not at all. Oh I enjoy your fear as you feel my approach, as I creep into your only safe haven although know with me lurking there e there is nothing safe about it. You fled from what you are becoming into your mind into dreams that would keep you safe while you denied what was going on, on the outside

Then on that one fateful night I appeared found you huddle in your own mind unable to escape your fear of being controlled unable to deny the fact that while in your mind you were human on the out side you were an animal that was likely feasting on someone's else's flesh. Your fear was sweet and enchanting something about it drew me back again and again. Someone who had once been so strong so depended upon and righteous now so humbled crumpled before me in his own mind afraid of his new inner nature.

I had never known before that I could become attracted to a persons fear and yet I was. Though I blame you for that for I had never realized that fear of losing control of one body in that way fell under my domain as well. And that feeding of it was more potent than even the fae's fear. However, there was an unexpected backlash.

While I hovered over you in dreams, shadow tendrils caressing your chest and while I twist your safe musketeer barracks into a dank dark chamber I begin to find I can't stop. The stone calls lit with torches call to me when you away and I must leave your. Your lips parted with a groan of release haunt my attempts to feeds on others as I try to illicit the same response and find that it will not do.

Here I am again and I don't understand you still fear me still fear my touch my way of taking you and destroying everything you were and yet you bring me here again and again you are twisting my nature and I do not like it?. It doesn't matter because I am already taking your desperate attempt to dream of a peaceful day at the lake and making it my favourite scenario.


There is you and a bed and silken bonds that tie you it spread out before me in an x your body quivers with fear, regular fear, fear of me and fear of what I'm going to do to you.
I change my shape to give my face amore human look then join you on the bed. Leaning down I slide my tongue over your jaw line and down your neck, pausing briefly to suck on a pulse point I can feel it beating erratically as you struggle to remain still to test my patience. You believe that if you act like a submissive doll I will go away but you are wrong because I can still fell the fear I still feel your urge to be sick as I move down and swirl my tongue over one taut nipple.


The thing is that I can lick the hollows of your hips and nipping at the thin skin along the side of your ribs and I can make your body respond to each caress as it would to those you may care but I can't stop. I can't get enough of those guttural moans you may when my fingers are sliding slowly up and down you cock. I can't get the sight of you strain to speak or scream around the gag looking terrified and so intoxicating. It has to stop this addiction your body and mine melded together in some cycle of pleasure, pain and fear.

It ends again this night as it always does your body glistening with sweat your eyes shut and jaw locked as you attempt top deny the inevitable. It's glorious this feeling I gain from you like this your struggling so hard to deny me. Your trying so hard to fight me bravely and yet I can hear in your mind the whispers 'please make it go away please make it go was nooooo don?t touch me not there not like that please no make it stop'. The words echo in my mid and I look at your my crimson eyes boring into you as I feel your body tighten in preparation for release ' it will never end'.